Thursday, March 16, 2006
Its Not Even the Lack of Trying
I know, I know, why do I even bother having a blog anymore? Its true, I haven't been drawing as much as in the past, but I think as an artist, I am having a disaster as far as my own personal art. Maybe, its the fact, that I do this for a living or maybe I'm just not really inspired by anything or any one right now. I could be tired of seeing the same old stuff, the same styles. Everybody drawing the same. Maybe everything has just become generic. And everything has gone bland. I try to draw and all I see is the same stuff I've been seeing. Nothing special, nothing thats breakthrough as far as my own personal standards go. God, I think I'm just sick of the same old shit. I don't know, maybe I'm just stressing a little too much and causing myself to have some sort of artist block. God this sucks. The fire is still burning inside, just don't have enough to kindle that flame. Maybe I am just so preoccupied with life and I just don't have the energy to persue my interests. Not that I am not happy with life, I love where I am in life right now. Theres the baby, my wife, our new house. Maybe, I'm just bitching too much.